Mr. Do-Nothing-At-All

That's my new nick. Staying at home for the pass few weeks is really kiling me.
Waking up at 11am, shit, bathe, eat, on9, TV, read, sleep, eat, football, eat, TV, newspaper, TV, on9, sleep again. This has been continuing for weeks! I'm too lazy to work nor study right now. Normally ppl lack of sleep...but i think i lack of wake? Yeah, sumthn to that effect.

This has forced me to READ. So not my nature of reading. Started this novel "The Grapes of Wrath" by John Steinback, author of "The Pearl".

I kill my boredom by learning to play new songs on the guitar. New American Classic(TBS), Cancer(MCR), Disenchanted(MCR), Home(Michael Buble).

Shows that i never miss... Fashion House, Heroes, American Idol, Falcon Beach, Ugly Betty, Flame of Recca, Captain Tsubasa, Yu Yu Hakusho. I think i missed out sumthn, but i duno.

I'm going for JPA interview next Thursday(5th April) and i'm so freaked out. So please pray for me k. TQ! Lol.
I miss school.
I miss Italy.
I miss Venu..as a fren ok, im straight already. xD
I missed One Tree Hill. Yeah, i missed it, watched season3 half way oni.
I miss futsal.
I miss my lost fon.
Shut up.
Thank u for your time.
Thats all folks.
I'm out.

Where my sim card..

Yesterday, my mom was funneh. Believe me, she was.
I have lost my hp recently n consequently there goes my sim card too.
And so i ask my mom to buy it for me and register as well.
I couldnt buy it myself coz i wasnt goin out, and the shop nearby doesnt have registration thingy.
Hence my mom went to a shop in Subang Parade to get it.
Came back, told me she went there got so many sim cards. I was happy, coz i tot surely she bought it.
Reached my hand out, "Give me the sim card la i wana use d."
"I didn't buy la." SWT. Yep, she didn't buy it...because there were so many there...hence duno wic one to take...pening. SWT.
I hope she come home today with a sim card for me.

From Italia

I received an email from my italian fren and she attached this pic in it. She's so hawt!! Love her to da max. Lol. I miss italy..


I also received a parcel from my host family. They gave me a box of chocs and cookies coz they wanted to congratulate me on my SPM achievement. So sweet of them. Miss them so much...

Home sweet home..not

I am now ok. Got over my loss. Haha..
Last Saturday had a pool party in fren's hse at SJ. Drank, dance and do all the stupid stuff. It was a cool party though there weren't enuf food. After the party around 12.30am, went to Rack to play foosball. I suck at it though. Lol.
Came back from SJ yesterday. Back to the boring, unhappening Klang. I'm starting to miss Venu. Wonder how's my gaypartner in crime doing there. Hahaha.. Now I've got no frens to lepak with ady. Damn sad case uh? Guess I'll just rot at home til I start UTAR, if I'm going there in the 1st place.
Well I hope to catch up with some old frens. If ur reading this and wanna meet up or u just kesian me, wateva, just call me k. Oh yeah I lost my fon. Hmm.. email me or something la.

Damned, Fall Out Boy's Thriller's stuck in my head. That song rocks my socks!

Edwin..over and out.

F.U.C.K!!!!!!!!!!

The most suey day of my entire life....
I lost my fucking hp which i bought only a few days ago!!!!
I'm such dumbfuck piece of shitty asshole brainless dick!!!!
KILL ME!!!!

What makes me angry?

When i don't get enuf sleep and someone forces me to wake up to do something i don't like.
When i feel like sneezing but can't.
When i find out somebody's lying to me.
When i get bored.
When i find out somebody backstab me.
When my teammates don't the ball and keep dribbling during football.
When the "Can't Find Server" page appear.
When something get jammed.
When i see Sanjaya on American Idol.
When ppl take jokes seriously.
When ppl behave childishly at the wrong time.
When girls have PMS, kononnye. Excuses.
When ppl dun bring any money during futsal and then wanna borrow.
When a plan's cancelled last minute.
When a plan's confirmed last minute.
When cars honk at me.
When ppl keep changing their hp no. but dun tell.
When ppl try to act cool but look like a fool.
When ppl smoke straight to my face.
When i feel racially abused.
When i feel lingually abused.
When i feel sexually abused. Sex as in gender. Pardon the pun.

Yesterday

Yesterday morning my parents went to genting for their company supremacy. And thus i'm sent to my cousin's. I woke up at 8am...wic is not normal at all nowadays. I was like half asleep.. nearly fell from the stairs.. bang the wall once.. walked the kitchen then was thinking why i went there in the first place. My mom also bengang with me d. We were in the room and she was talking to me and in the end realised I slept off again. Lol then she woke me up and reminded me to take the bag and water bottle downstairs. I think she told like four times, maybe more, but i heard 4 only la in my half-asleep being. And then i went down empty handed. Hahahah.. That's what happen when Edwin is sleepy.

Finally made it to my cousin's house. Reach there, take lunch, unpack. Then me and Alex go buy me hp. Bought, then we go pick his gf from skool. Went to Holiday Villa to play ping pong. We sneaked in, always do. Teach his gf how to play coz she have a tournament on thursday. Weird rite. All for the cert. Haha.. She made my Alex pissed off coz she cant serve the ball consistently. Kena marah teruk. Hahahah.. Then we sent her home and headed home ourselves. Lepak lepak abit. Then go again to Holiday Villa to play ping pong. Played like 2 hours. While we were walking out... The man there called out, "boy, boy!". Hence we were caught. Bullshitted abit said forgot to bring membership card. Alex's fren has the membership. And so for that moment Alex was Benjamin Teoh. Haha.. Told some cock and bull stories. Then in the end, paid. Celaka. Felt like running away ne. Oh well... That adds to my crime list.

OUTLAWS FOR LIFE!!

Goodbye... Arivederci... Sayonara...

Those who're leaving for NS... good luck and take care. Venu, Wai Kuan and Sheeran.
Hope u guys survive there and dun get thinner coz u 3 are thin enuf. Hahahah..
And hope that I won't get NS next year.
I pity u all la....
Hahahahaahahahahahah!!!

I want a new...

I want a new handphone coz my current one is so sucky and useless.
I want a new guitar coz its kapok and old and da sound really sucks.
I want a new watch coz my old one got spoilt outta no where during my flight to italy.
I want a new wardrobe coz i havent had many new clothes this year.
I want a new futsal shoes and football boots coz both are torn badly.
I want a new computer coz this one is so damn fucked up.
I want a new car after getting my driver's licence coz my mum's gona give me her always-breaking-down Kembara.
I want a new IC coz the photo in this current IC is so weird.
I want a new bolster wic is bigger and nicer to hug.
I want a new air cond wic can blow 10 degrees centigrade of cold air.
I want a new toilet wic has air cond and water heater in it.

Stress!!!

I'm so pressured now! So many things to apply and fill.
I wana get scholarship...hoping for overseas. I don't think i'll get any!
I duno what's the website and stuff. Anyone out there who knows information on any scholarship pls tell me k! PLEASE. Luv ya!

xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MISS LAM WAI KUAN!!!

Wishing you the best of luck in everything you do.
You are getting OLD and wiser(maybe)...
Don't give up your dreams and continue being yourself.

ROCK ON!!
GAY ON!!

LIVERPOOL POWER!! :-P

SPM

Regrets is all i have after receiving my results...besides anger.

Ok ok i got straight A's for spm. But i got A2 for BM, Bio and EST!!
My bio was expected.
BM...duno wat the hell so few ppl get A1 ne. I think my whole school only one malay boy.
EST...OMFG...i duno wtf la. Always getting highest and now get A2?! Summore i got A1 for my english GCE.. WTF la.. I noe that EST is about copying properly, I noe that I did well. Sure A1. Haihz....

I'm happy and sad at the same time. Lol

Racism

What the hell is wrong with Malaysia?! Kononnya wanna promote perpaduan. No difference between colours, races or religion. Mewujudkan bangsa Malaysia. Yeah right. Total crap.

1st example. Why should we have to study like 5 chapters of Islam in Sejarah? So that the Muslims will have the upper hand? In the end what happen? Still lose rite. But still, how unfair is that?

Then scholarships... Why do Malays get special treatment as bumiputera?? I'm Malaysian too. I was born here too, on this "Bumi Emas". Am I not a bumiputera too?

One more, school. Thank God I'm done with school. Stupid football teacher. Racism.

Why is this happening? And people are wondering why are there fights between races. So much for unity.

No intention to rub salt on anyone's wound. Just treating my wound with this, that's all. Hope it'll will change.

What the hell

There's a fucking problem with my blog. I dunno whatever happened to the recent blog below. It's supposed to be the lyrics for the song Cupid's Chokehold by Gym Class Heroes. Nevermind that, my tagboard's gone!! WTF. And that explains the constant skin changing too.

I'm too lazy to get another tagboard right now. I will get it when I have the time. Not that anyone reads my blog in the first place. Btw, who's ikan bilis la? What's with the nicks...could u state ur real name ur parents gave to u?? Haiyo people these days arr... Lol no offence man/gal.

One more disappointment...
I MISSED FALL OUT BOY CONCERT!!!
NO!!!!!!!!!
Damn sad la. This ain't a scene, i know, it's a god damn concert of the year!!!!!!!!!

Cupid's Chokehold - Gym Class Heroes

Life sucks

Do not look back and grieve over the past,
For it is gone...

And do not be troubled about the future,
For it has yet to come...

Live in the present,
And make it so beautiful that it'll be worth remembering.

My twins

When u see my face.. does it remind u of anybody u know? I don't think so. Do u know Alvin Wong, the Malaysian actor? There were a number of people who said i look like him. Do I? U think that's weird, a few people also say I look like Rain. Lol. I'm not bullshitting here whatsoever. That's just what people say, even my own parents.

My voice.. U'd probably hate it alot when u hear me sing coz i do falsetto. I can do Justin Timberlake and James Blunt. And I sound just like JT but only that it's annoying coz I dun record it in studios and I'm not famous and I didnt have sex with Britney. Yeah. Lol. I can sing the whole My Love but without Timbaland and T.I. so no beatboxing and no rapping. Haha.. James Blunt's harder to sing but I still can. Haha.. When I sing songs of these two, people will say I sound gay. Duh...it falsetto!

My football...There's one friend who say I play like Beckham padahal I don't. Only that i self-claim that i play like Ronaldinho or Cristiano Ronaldo bcoz of all my skills but I'm actually just Carragher as defender. Lol.

My guitar playing skills.. People say I'm good but no comparison to any celebs so I'm yet to find my "twin" in that wic i think is rather impossible. Haha... I play the guitar like James Blunt. Coz i play his songs and sing..

My behaviour... My aunt say i behave like her son, wic is my cousin Alex. Other family members and friends say that too. Maybe that's my closest twin after all. Who's gayer than us anyway..and still like girls. LOL.

But whatever it is, just be yourself and continue gaying and farting love.
One more thing, I've just made Gay(Happy) Clan in Frenster, join k!!
Btw, if u see me on TV..vote for me!! Lol.. Maybe I'll join One in a Million and do my JT and James Blunt performances.

Gay on!
Cheers!

CNY's over!

Time flies...fast. Today is already Chap Goh Mei. The end of CNY, the best time of the year. It's the time where i collect alot of angpau, gamble and of course, EAT alot!! Yup, it's also the time i eat alot without eating vegetables. Fats are layering on me!

But actually, CNY kinda ended for me about last week d. Coz i din do anythn til last nite gamble like hell and won 40 bucks. I guess i'm lucky in this year of the pig...though i din eat piglet this year...sad case. Oh well..

SPM results are coming. Next monday, 12th march. I'm kinda freaked out about it but i cant do anything to change it oso. All i have to do is pray. I actually wanted to go to church with my friend today but i woke up at 10.30am. Wasted. I'm kinda useless right? Go to church only when i need help, besides on Xmas and Easter. LOL but i'm gonna change. The main reason i dun go to church is bcoz my parents dun go too,but i'm not blaming them la, probably they got their own reasons. They pray at home though. By the way, I'm a catholic. But i'll go to a protestan church, coz my fren's protestan. I wouldn't wanna go to church alone. That would be so suckie.... Haha..

Good luck to those who are waiting for their SPM results, like me.
And to those who are sitting for SPM this year.. STUDY SMART!
And to those who's education are lower than form5, mampus la no stress wan simple like shit.

INVICTUS

Out of the night that covers me,

Black as the pit from pole to pole,

I thank whatever Gods may be

For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance,

I have not winced nor cried aloud.

Under the bludgeonings of chance,

My head is bloody..

But unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears...

Looms but the horror of the shade,

And yet the menace of the years

Finds,

And shall find me, unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate...

How charged with punishments the scroll...

I am the master of my fate

I am the captain of my soul

~William Ernest Henley~

An inconvenient truth, Part 2

Eventhough I haven't watched that show, a documentary about global warming, I kinda made the 2nd. Something new has become a very severe threat to the human race. It's not new actually, many people has suffered from this but I'm quite sure everyone survived. However, this problem is never going away and its consequences are worsening. I am the first victim of this tragedy and I would like to warn the world about it.

Yeah, you're welcome and its not necessary for thank you cards etc. I treat this as a responsibility.

Ok, back to serious stuff. This horrifying, terrible, tragic, life-threatening, life-sucking phenomena is also known as...

BOREDOM

That's right. Unbelievable? Believe it.

Boredom has sucked life out of me.
Boredom made me sleep, too much. And made my hair messy.
Boredom made my whole body numb.
Boredom forces me to read a book after SPM!
And,
Boredom even popped my pimples outta my face! I'm currently having "boredom pimples" due to too little stress..? Yeah something like that.

Do not take this message likely.
Do not ignore it.
Get a job. Take up a new hobby.
Keep yourself busy.

BOREDOM KILLS